So what started in a shitty way turned into a whatsupthere day. Very briefly, what talking about here? How bout body? Woke up early and read read read. Then to the freak out about 6:59. What to do why behind I will fail in minds own mind. Oh.
This is pain this is suffering. So. Drop everything and ask- sit. Deep sad, to the shame. Again I will stay.
And what does this have to do with anything at all? Well, had another direct experience today, multi-tiered anxiousness and so to recognize, sit with that, cleanse it all out. For now. oh you betcha it’ll come back. Like a wedding cake topper cold dry in back freezer. Don’t move the peas!
But plodding along and tranquil for now, so sweet.
And gilded leaves shimmer brighter crisper cloud drifting thicker and the day all it is is a dream.
Then happed upon a tube of you. I’m not a buddhist but… said the mostly bud buddy buddhist. I’m not a buddhist but this link helped me. Tubbery I’m always up for interesting talks on the tube, like Tara Brach, krishna chant, lil wayne, and winnie pooh. Bits and nibbits from each, I make use of some of what they offer. Just some tho
Been reading so many good books and ideas lately, being taught by the best, and Burroughs and Zielinski, the best things that coulda happened to me this season, and i thank ye muchly. Changing me. in a more goodly way, which is always better. and needed.
to the reading!
Or to the krishna lounge then to the reading…
I’m not a krishna but 💭💭💭
(it’s more about the resonance cool peep)